Finally, the year is going to come to an end. As usual, this year also has been a roller coaster ride for me. Beginning of the year, I had so much of love, friends and energy. I was much excited and looking forward for whatever was awaiting me in 2017. I still remember the night before new year, how happy was I. I am not the kind of person who gets excited for New Years, Birthdays or any occasions. It is always just like another day for me where I do not take much initiative to do anything on these special occasions. But, to my surprise, I woke up earlier than I usually do. I did everything that makes me happy on that day. All i had in my mind was, "this year is gonna be the best year of my entire life". It all went well till the middle of the year. Everything fell right at its places until June. Just when I thought "I'm the happiest and luckiest human being because I have the perfect Life", God had some other plans for me. Every single effort of mine was a waste. Whatever I do, or tried became a failure. Friends whom I thought will stand by my side no matter what, left me halfway just because of a silly mistake I did. Academically I was doing poorly. Lecturers and my mentors gave up on me thinking that I am not capable on whatever I was doing. My physical health was another disaster! I visited the hospitals and clinics almost every week. Family was the only thing I had by my side. Not, forgetting two idiotic souls who were sticking by my side whom I call as Friends a.k.a my 'bros' no matter how tough the situation was and giving me all the support I needed without hesitating even a little. When my perfect was going down the hills I started to wonder where did I go wrong. I knew I had to do something before everything gets out of my control. While thinking of a way out of all these issues, I got myself into more troubles which I do not even want to talk about. The more I was struggling out of troubles, the more I was drowning. I started to change into someone that even I don't know. I do not enjoy listening to music anymore. I tried doing some colouring as I thought it would heal me, but, I just got so frustrated. Reading was one of my favorite things to do, but, it was not helping me either. All I knew was, there is no one to help me out and I am my only help. I fought everything that stood on my way. A friend of mine suggested that I should try watching some Motivational videos of famous people around the world as it might help me a little. So, I took a chance and watched about 30 motivational videos and started reading Biographic books of people around the world. I got a lil motivated and forced myself to do something new everyday, such as talking to strangers, reading different genres of books, drawing my thoughts out and so on. After sometime, I felt better. Even though, I was still worried and upset on whatever happening around me and to me, I took everything as a challenge and Tadaaaaa.. here we are at the end of the year already. After all, What is a life without challenges, Right? All I hope and pray for year 2018 is nothing but, peace and more strength and energy for whatever awaits me in future. Last but not least, Wishing each and everyone of you who were kind enough to spend a few minutes of your time reading this a Happy New Year and may you'll be blessed with everything!
Love,
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