Imaginative unicorn

  “Friends?” he asked. Without having a second thought, “Yeah, Just friends, Okay?’ she said. She felt so angry at herself. For letting someone to ruin her happiness. For letting her ego win by saying ‘Just friends’ when she knew it was nothing near to a friendship. She wanted to rip him apart for lying to her. Yet, all she could do was, silence her thoughts. The last thing she ever wanted to do was to pour her heart out to the guy who made her to look like an idiot. She held her tears back and stayed calm as he was talking at the other end of the phone. She had no strength to fight him or to burst out. She was emotionally drained. She wasn’t prepared for a heartbreak, not when she was not over the first one. But, she was determined to not show her weakness in any way to him. As it ended sooner than she thought, she hung up the call and drove her car to somewhere faraway. To a place where no one could find her. To a place where she can finally be herself. The vulnerable, weak and...

Hospitals are like the last place I ever wanted to be at. But, unfortunately due to the migrane I have been having lately, Dr.Estine made me to stay in hospital for a week! Trust me when I say that one week felt like a century. I hated the environment in the hospital which was creepy at nights and more like a mortuary in the mornings. And definitely,I hated the green scrubs the doctors were wearing which looked like my late granma's panties. The food they served for the whole week, let us not talk about it. I felt like I was eating my own vomit. The only thing that kept me sane in that insanely horrible place was the thought of going back home. Every day, I told myself that I will be back home soon. I was looking forward to be back home only for one reason. To see my princess, my 2 year old daughter, Miya. Miya, my lil bundle of joy. When I pregnent, the doctors said that Miya is not going to make it as she had a weak heart. And things got worst when Miya was born a few weeks earl...

I have always had a thing for watches. Ever since young I loved collecting watches. From fancy pink to matte black, I had all the colours. It was like a trend years ago when you wear colourful watches matching your outfits. You are considered to be the cool kid when you own many watches. As I grow up, i realised that colourful watches aren't as cool as I thought it was and nothing is better than sticking with one watch which can be used for a long time. When I was 18, I bought my very first expensive watch. Black and shiny. The moment I saw it, I knew that it is the one! It was love at first sight I would say. It was so beautiful and I couldnt take my eyes off. Ever since I bought the watch, I stayed loyal to it. No affairs with any other watches. I stopped looking at any other watch as my whole love was already given to the black shiny watch that I own right now. At least, I was loyal  enough to the watch than I was in any relationships. The watch and I had a good relationship. ...

Have you ever gone through depression in your life ? If you are about to say Yes, congratulations, you're a human being who is living your life right. And if you are about to say No, I have never experienced depression before, then you are probably lying to yourself that you are living a perfect life. If you are thinking whether have you ever been through depression, it is okay to feel that way because many of us do not know what depression is even when we've been through it. We assume that depression is just another psychological disorder where only mentally ill people will get to experience it. We can't blame anyone to have such a mindset. The society that we grew up in have always been grooming our minds with such thoughts ever since before the word depression became common. So, let me tell you how does depression feels like based on my experience. Depression has been my companion for a several chapters in my life. As everyone else I never knew I was going through depre...

"Can you say something so that I can know what you are thinking?". I could sense the frustration in his voice as I was blankly staring at the barren road infront of me. "Atleast tell me are you okay with the decision?". I remained silent. Okay. I said. That was the only word came out of my mouth. "Okay, let us pretend like nothing happened and remain as friends. I'll drop you off now." I said nothing. I had no idea if I should talk or remain silent. But, my brain was screaming and crying and begging him to not end this. As always, ego won at that moment. I never wanted to reveal to him on how important is he to me and how much I love him. As he stopped the car near my residence, all I could do was kiss him my last goodbye and gave him a long warm hug. He left. I was looking at his car as it was drifting away from me as he did. They say the  the best place for you to make decisions that may change your life is when you are showering. After ending ...

Finally, the year is going to come to an end. As usual, this year also has been a roller coaster ride for me. Beginning of the year, I had so much of love, friends and energy. I was much excited and looking forward for whatever was awaiting me in 2017. I still remember the night before new year, how happy was I. I am not the kind of person who gets excited for New Years, Birthdays or any occasions. It is always just like another day for me where I do not take much initiative to do anything on these special occasions. But, to my surprise, I woke up earlier than I usually do. I did everything that makes me happy on that day. All i had in my mind was, "this year is gonna be the best year of my entire life". It all went well till the middle of the year. Everything fell right at its places until June. Just when I thought "I'm the happiest and luckiest human being because I have the perfect Life", God had some other plans for me. Every single effort of mine was a wast...

One of the most interesting topic that we usually discuss among my group of friends is, THE LGBT RIGHTS. tadaaaa.. Yeah.. It always has been our favorite topic to be discussed, because we all have our own point of views which doens't sync with one another. Most of my friends say that being homosexual is a sin and bisexuality is the mother of all the sins on earth ( sounds funny right?) which I do not agree with, not even a single percent. I don't blame them for having such a thought because, We(Asians) were brought up that way. When I question them on why we shouldn't support LGBT rights, their only answer would be ITS AGAINST THE NATURE! Who will be producing kids if everyone become homosexual.We should set a good example for the upcoming generation and we are responsible of teaching them that LGBT is something wrong! Trust me. The people who uttered these words are ones who said they will not be having kids in future because they consider having kids are troublesome, and ...